I am taking Katie to her kindergarten orientation next week. I am of mixed emotions. I am happy for her because she is so excited and can't wait to make a "best girl friend". She even has a plan to get one. She is going to go up to a girl and ask her if nobody asks her first. She told me she would pick a girl she "thinks looks nice". But at the same time where is my little baby girl. How did she grow up so fast? Now that we have made a final decision on more kids I notice more how quickly they are getting big. I will have no baby left soon. I know there are many happy times coming, i enjoy doing girly things with Katie more every day but it breaks my heart that there will be no more babies.